ohayo!!!

wala, im just bored.
here at the internet lab at school.
wasting little time to eat up the 20 hours needed per sem. :)

*thinking of something to say

right now, i am wearing the "corporate attire" pencil skirt and long sleeves.
it's not as awful as i thought it would be.
it's actually comfortable in a way.

then, i am updating my multiply.
this girl caught my eye.
(guess who??? blind item!!!)
hahahaha, i am so bad. :DD
1. she is not my friend.
2. i do not even talk to her/comment her.
uhm.. she has self-esteem as high as the mount everest.
can you believe that someone is actually like that?
its okay to be confident and have a high self-esteem, but not too much!
you will just come off as cocky and arrogant.
she actually brags but, she's not that pretty.
she acts as if she is very high-fashion.
she talks like a spoiled brat, but she's not that rich.
hahahahahaha. hulaan niyo! just check my multiply to guess who she is! :)

i am not saying this because i hate her or im insecure.
i am saying this because she is fcukng irritating! :

uhm, do you know the feeling of being mad but you dont wanna be mad because she's your friend?
im kinda feeling blah because i've heard so much about this girl, but i dont know what to do coz she's my friend.
i know she's bad.
i know she claims things that's not her's.
i know she lies.
i know she talks shits.
and i know she tells rumors behind my back.
but still, i dont know why im preventing myself to be mad.
its actually very frustrating.
she makes "paawa" pa... then, she is very vocal/verbal about things.
she ignores me.
she does'nt even bother to ask, how am i.
i mean, that hurts me.
i am the one who always make the first move for us to talk.
I AM NOT THE ONE WHO HAVE DONE SOMETHING BAD!
you should be more appreciative of what a person has done to you.
i should be mad right? but i canttt. :

LABO!

uhm, enough na.
tomorrow, will be our 1st preliminary exams, which is pretty darrnnn fast.
a lot of things to memorize.
BIO
FIL
MATH
i have learned nothing in Math. How sucky is that?? :(

i guess i have to update this shit more often, haha. (:

anyways, no more time to grammar check.

~CIAO!ness