Promises

FOR SOMEONE..

P R O M I S E S

why are they hard to make, and yet, easy to break?

it really frustrates me coz i'm the type of person that when i promise something, i will do it.

eventhough it's hard, i will do it.

even if it hurts me or it drives me crazy, i will still do it.

YOU?

why do you find it hard to do one thing?

to do one LITTLE THING!

i feel like "that" is more important than me.

that you need "that" more than you need me.

will you die if you will not stop "that"?

will you freaking die?!

THIS IS THE FREAKING FOURTH PROMISE YOU EFFIN BROKE!!!

and it's about the SAME freaking thing!

you said before ---"i promise i will stop, i don't wanna lose you."

oh yeah?

i thought that was SINCERE, for the 4th time, but, unfortunately, HELL NO.

it was not sincere.

i bet you did not really meant it.

coz if you did, you will never do such a thing again.

you will never let me pull away and NOT TRUST YOU ANYMORE.

trust is hard to give when you are hurt over and over again.

remember that.