6/7/08

PHOBIAS

okay, i fear a lot of things, so here's a list of my phobias, haha! (searched it in the internet that's why it's alphabeticalized, lol. www.phobialist.com)

Achluophobia or Lygophobia- darkness
Acrophobia- heights
Aeroacrophobia- high open places
Aichmophobia- pointed things such as needles
Astraphobia or Astrapophobia (Ceraunophobia, Keraunophobia)- thunder and lightning
Claustrophobia- confined places
Hemophobia or Hemaphobia or Hematophobia- blood
Lockiophobia- child birth
Nosocomephobia- hospitals
Phasmophobia- ghosts
Pnigophobia or Pnigerophobia- choking or being smothered
Selachophobia- sharks
Tocophobia- pregnancy
Trypanophobia- injections

waah, not that many, lmao.

you can never make me ride on a high high roller coaster orelse i will die from too much thinking that i might fall. thinking of it makes my palms sweat.

i am afraid of the dark thinking i might see ghosts.. when i was younger, i sleep with the lights on or my night light on.

i can't bare the idea that i'm alone locked up in a small place like the closet. i feel like i can not breathe and i am running out of oxygen.

hate hate hate blood. it makes me faint. especially having an open wound and seeing the blood coming out of my body, i will puke and pass out.

i do not like going to the hospital. i might catch a disease or something. plus, they have injections! i hate sharp pointed things.

i think being choked/smothered is the most painful thing. you can't breathe, you fight for air. thinking of it makes me cry. :\

sharks are the most brutal animals. they have sharp teeth that can break your body into pieces, omg! that's why i do not swim on deep water.

i hate going out when it's raining. i do not like the sound of thunder and i am scared that i'll be strucked by lightning.

lastly, i do not want to be pregnant. i might just adopt a child. child birth is very painful, as they said. i am not afraid of the responsibility, i am afraid of the physical pain. the stitching up and the slicing through my flesh. :\

i just scared and freaked myself for describing and saying those things. i am shaking right now. :\ you might think i am such a baby, but it's true.

i will not read this again. sorry if there's grammar/spell check, but i can not read it again.

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