satisfaction, in a way

are'nt you satisfied when you have composed a long long long blog entry? haha!
i know I AM.
it makes me feel like i've made things clear. i said so much that people who will read it, will understand what i'm really trying to say. because sometimes, i find it hard to grasp the exact words i need. like HEiDi KLUM (correct spelling?) from the hit show project runway. she said silly things like "i am dangling a sausage infront of you but you don't grab it." which means i'm giving you the opportunity but you do not grab it, you do not work hard enough to get what i'm offering. HAHA! I UNDERSTAND THOSE KIND OF TERMS. :))
anywhoos, yes, words seem to be on the tip of my tongue everytime. but, whatever, i get to the point, right? as long as i get to the point it's okay. as long as it's clear as much as possible. =D

this is another non-sense post because i am bored. thank you very much.