BREAK-UPS

hmn..

i will not say stupid things.
i will not say stupid things.
i will not say stupid things.

UNDERSTANDING.

why is it so hard for lovers to understand each other? this is not a problem of every pair, but is of majority.

me and my former boyfriend have been on and off. yes, it is very frustrating because we fight even with the littlest things and reasons. i have a say that contradicts his opinion, and vice versa. we think differently as supposed to the ideal relationship; to agree with each other, and support one another..

so, my "ex" is going to Baguio soon. he'll study in SLU and i will be left here in Olongapo. how sucky is that? anyhoos, we broke up 2 days ago. i have 5 days left (or less) to fix things. but it seems that pride is getting on my way. i mean, i admit it, i have a terrible amount of pride in my system.. i want to get back with him coz i really really love him. as in, this is major love right here. when i think about us growing apart, it makes me break to tears. i want us to start over again but i do not know how. our friends say that they can see that we really love each other and we have all the potential in the world to get back together, but we lack communication skills. temper gets us easily, especially me.

i hate it when things are like this. it makes me think more of him. i miss talking to him. he is the corniest guy i've ever known and he makes me laugh with every single joke he says. i miss his tight hugs. i miss him making faces. i miss him getting mad when i take pictures of him. i miss everything about him!

this sucks. i hate the idea that i am not with him anymore. i made stupid decissions when i'm mad, and i mean very stupid decissions. i really want him back! :'(